GOD HAS A PLAN

GOD HAS A PLAN IN EACH OF OUR LIVES WEATHER WE SEE IT NOW OR ITS A MYSTRY I SEE MY LIFE AND IAM PROUD OF BEING A MOTHER I WORK FULL TIME IAM A FULL TIME WIFE LOVE MY LIFE YESTERDAY I WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK WHEN I REALIZED THAT I DO EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY I HELP EVERYONE BUT WHAT DO I DO FOR MYSELF I ALWAYS SOME HOW RUN OUT OF TIME IN MY DAY OR WHEN I ACTUALLY GET A MINUTE ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP .I TRIED THE OTHER NIGHT TO TAKE A BUBBLE BATH BUT THAT ENDED UP WITH MY DAUGHTER KNOCKING ON THE DOOR THE PHONE RINGING AND MY HUSBAND WATCHING A SOCCOR GAME SO FRIENDS FAMILY AND MORE KIDS WALKED IN THE DOOR WOW HISPANIC FAMILYS A BIG AND ALWAYS HUNGERY SO I HAD TO TAKE A BUBBLE BATH RIEGN CHECK ONCE AGAIN PLUS LATELY I HAVE BEEN REALLY SOUL SEARCHING TRYING TO DO BETTER I WANT TO KEEP MY DAILY ROUTINE AND SCHEDULE WITHOUT BURNING OUT MY FLAME GOD KNOWS IAM STRONG BUT SOMETIMES I NEED SUPER POWERS……….MYLIFE  IAM A WIFE  MOTHER I WOULD NOT CHANGE IT FOR THE WORLD

2 STEPS BACK 10 STEPS FORWORD

WOW TODAY HAS BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE IF ITS NOT ONE THING ITS ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE YOU JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO BED AND WAKE UP ON THE OTHER SIDE .I AT TIMES FORGET THAT GOD GIVES THE TOUGHEST SITUATIONS TO HIS TOUGHEST SOLDIERS I SOMETIMES THINK TO MYSELF WHY ME WHY SO MUCH DRAMA WHY DOES FAMILY MEMBERS FIGHT EACHOTHER WHY MUST ONE TO BETTER THEN THE OTHER OH MY WORD TESTRASTRONE IS SOMTHING FIERSE IHAVE CHOSEN TO JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH THE COMPITION ITS CLEAR THAT THEY ALL DONT SEE NOTHING WRONG WITH IT BUT HONESTLY IT DRIVES ME CRAZY I DONT SEE ANY OF THEM CHANGING AND MY HUSBAND SAID THIS GOES BACK TO CHILDHOOD WOW GIVE IT A REST DAMM YOU ALL ARE GROWN ASS MEN NOW LIKE LET YOUR PAST GO MAKE FUTURE MEMORIES IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE A COMPITION ANYMORE SET AN EXAMPLE TO YOUR CHILDREN IN A POSITIVE WAY NOT NEGITIVE BUT I WILL SAY THE HISPANIC CULTURE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND IAM A PROUD PART OF A LARGE FAMILIA THAT HAS 6 MEN AND ONLY ONE SISTER AND MY SISTER IN LAW IS AS TOUGH AS NAILS.#FAMILY FUED#FAMILY LOVE AND LOTS OF FUN.

THOUGHTS FOR TODAY

ALCOHOL ADDICTION IS THE WORST PLUS ADD IN NARISITIC PERSONALITY ITS IS CRAZY MIXTURE OH MY WORD I THINK PEOPLE NEED A HEART OF STONE TO DEAL WITH LIFE AND LIVING WITH PEOPLE WHO HAVE THESE STRUGGLES I BELIEVE IN GOD I KNOW THAT GOD HAS A PURPOSE FOR ME SO I STICK TO MY WORD MY FAITH AND ONE DAY GOD WILL SEE I HAVE DONE MY VERY BEST GOD PUTS BROKEN PEOPLE WITH HIS TUFFEST SOLDIERS GOD ALWAYS HAS HIS REASONING  SO I AM A WIFE AND A MOTHER I WORK FULL TIME AND I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO GOD BECAUSE IAM BECOMING EXHUASTED OVERWHELMED AND JUST FEELING DEFEATED DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE HELPING AND I LOVE MY FAMILY BUT DOING EVERYTHING AND BEING CRITISIZED THAT IAM NOT DOING THINGS RIGHT LIKE COME ON JUST BE THANKFUL AND ENJOY LIFE STOP TREATING THE PERSON WHO LOVES YOU LIKE THEY ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH I MEAN GOD IS THERE ANY HOPE IF SO PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH AND GUIDENCE IAM TIRED.GOD HEAR MY CRYS TOUCH THIS SICK AND LOST SOUL I BELIEVE IN YOU

BEING A MOMMY IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND REWARDING BLESSING I COULD EVER ASK FOR I SHARED THIS BECUASE IAM A PROUD MOTHER OF A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE PRINCESS

When you become a mother to a baby girl, your life changes. It’s not that being a mother to a boy means that you aren’t going to experience a huge change, but having a daughter is an experience like no other. The mother/daughter bond is one that, when nurtured the right way, is unbreakable. Your […]

via A Daughter’s a Daughter for life — Old House in the Shires

MOMMY MOMENT

THIS MORNING MY DAUGHTER WOKE UP AND GOT READY FOR SCHOOL ,I WAS DOING HER HAIR AND SHE SAID TO ME MOM YOU WORK TO MUCH SO I NEED TO GET A JOB SO I CAN HELP YOU AROUND THE HOUSE I CAN WORK MOM!I TOLD HER HONEY YOU ARE ONLY 7YRS OLD AND YOU DO WORK YOUR JOB MONDAY THROUGH FRIDAY IS TO DO YOUR BEST IN SCHOOL AND TO LEARN AS MUCH AS YOU CAN AND TO LISTEN TO YOUR TEACHERS BE NICE TO ALL CHILDREN AND DO THE BEST YOU CAN SHE SAID MOM I DO ALL THOSE THINGS BUT YOU STILL NEED HELP MOM,I SAIDNO EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY YOU DONT NEED TO WORRY MOMMY HAS EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL.IT AMAZES ME EVERYDAY HOW MUCH MY DAUGHTER IS LIKE ME SHE JUST WANTS TO HELP AND PROTECT ME AND LET ME REST THIS TRUELY WAS A PROUD MOMMY MOMENT FOR ME EVEN THOUGH MY DAUGHTER IS SO YOUNG SHE IS SO READY TO HELP ME HER COMMPASSION IS BEAUTIFUL SHE IS SO SMART AND INTELIGENT EVEN THOUGH SHE 7YRS OLD SHE HAS A GOOD HEAD ON HER SHOULDERS AND THAT MAKES ME PROUND